Beyond the years goes by, in a childhood experienced I felt rejected and loveless due of family broken. My both parents remarried and have children. Their responsibilities and obligation was gone. I felt abandonment of my own parents. I lived in my grandparents with my sister. They provide everything and leading us to be a good person. They replaced the responsibilities of our parents. But even my grandparents give us a full of support but still we seek the presence of our parents. In my childhood age, i felt discouragement and anxiety. Sometimes i talked to God why He allow me to live this kind of heartache situation. Painful and hopeless.
But beyond the hardship of emotional situation, i study hard and make a good report in my school. Thinking positive and i use my grandparents as the inspiration to live and go on despite and inspite of many troubles in life. Hencefort,the Word of God gives me hope to live for. But,we are not the own of our life. My expectation turned into bitterness. My grandmother died after my graduation in high school. Its painful and sorrow. I dont know where i should start. The best person who made me strong was gone.
Few months later, i decided to went in Manila to seek a job and planning to save a money to pursue my college. But still the pain in my heart still rooted! Its hard to forgave of my parent mistake. I worked hard to help my sister's financial needs in school at the same time saving money for my college. After two years of my sister's graduation in Bible School, I decided to enrolled and go to school.
Life is so tiring. Full of challenges and problems. But, since i met Jesus Christ in my life everything was changed. I asked God to release forgiveness to those people whom hurting me. And God answers all my prayer and suplication. Now i graduated on April 2013 earned a diplomas of Bachelor in Theology and Bachelor in Religious Education. And married to my lovable husband and we have a great daugther to make us smile. Right now i am here in Kuwait working and my work contract will end this January 2018. Excited to go back in my home land and to be with my family.
Dim life will turn to hope with light. Pain will turn to joy if we seek God (JESUS CHRIST) in our life.No matter what will happen but be strong and go on!!!! Life is like a roller couster,sometimes we exhale of hardship and problems but we could yell the joy full the presence and grace of God.
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